damn its been a long time
sorry for the non updating. i guess i figure nobody really reads this stuff anyway. but i have read some of ur entries, dont think i havent cuz i dont comment or watever. well my birthday was 2 weeks ago, work is work, can't wait for classes to start on the 7th of september, can't wait at all to leave jersey for a week. its a well needed vacation. like i said before january 1st ever happened, 2005 was going to suck and it sure has! im tired of this year, thank God there's like less than 5 months left of it. my internship will be over in 2 weeks as well. yay! and tear cuz like i'll miss alot of the ppl i got close to. Especially because my Merissa is leaving Tuesday, Kelly is leaving in a week, and so is Camille and JIMMY NEUTRON!!!! lol i'll remember that forever!
Um something happened over a month ago. and it was a good thing. jason is a part of my life again.. i knw i knw, u all probably want to murder me but i can't deny the fact that there is still an attraction there. something always draws me back to him and this time its not going to change. if it doesnt work out this time, which better not happen lol, then i REALLY am going to give up on him. i don't think my heart will be able to take it again. and just to go down swinging, he wanted to talk to me again, he's been trying to create our friendship and mayb something stronger. i really care about him alot and i miss him sooo much. i cant wait til he comes home. i love him, i feel it. im not saying that i know i do, or i think i do, but i feel it inside of me. maybe thats y it never really went away. i guess we'll see wat happens.
and thats it..nothing else. how have u all been doing? i havent seen u in YEARS!! lol <3
Um something happened over a month ago. and it was a good thing. jason is a part of my life again.. i knw i knw, u all probably want to murder me but i can't deny the fact that there is still an attraction there. something always draws me back to him and this time its not going to change. if it doesnt work out this time, which better not happen lol, then i REALLY am going to give up on him. i don't think my heart will be able to take it again. and just to go down swinging, he wanted to talk to me again, he's been trying to create our friendship and mayb something stronger. i really care about him alot and i miss him sooo much. i cant wait til he comes home. i love him, i feel it. im not saying that i know i do, or i think i do, but i feel it inside of me. maybe thats y it never really went away. i guess we'll see wat happens.
and thats it..nothing else. how have u all been doing? i havent seen u in YEARS!! lol <3