Nightmares
Well this weekend wont be forgotten......well even thought I dont remember half of it....it's ok. I ended up going to Drake's house Thursday night...it was a good night. I was able to see some people that I haven't seen too much of this summer.... *cough*cough*DAVE*cough*cough*....haha. It was nice seeing Scott and Steve and Ellie and Justin and all them.I miss those guys. Yeah I was a little tipsy that night....so I have no idea how I drove home....but I made it that is all that matters. Saturday was a fun-filled day of Katie & Ann....I was happy. We ended up hanging out all night....I ended up getting a little too trashed that night and passing out...yeah I don't remember that night....and when I woke up I found out some news that wasn't very appealing...oh I hate guys.....but it was a fun weekend and I wouldn't take it back for anything. I realized something yesterday...that all this energy I am wasting on you could be put into something so much better. I just wish that you didn't have to close me off...but I am leaving in FOUR DAYS : ' ) so I won't have to waste anymore energy...but there is this one boy that I WOULD like talk to more before I leave....but anyways I am so not ready to leave yet. I have soooooo much packing to do still...it is unbelieveable! I will be going crazy these next couple days. I cannot wait to leave this place....because there isn't anything here for me anymore....
I feel abused & dirty