dead?
i feel dead.
lately, i've been very irritable.
very.
almost anything will set me off.
also my nerves are killing me.
between dowling pre-calc, and the new lifeguarding gig.
i'm prob. going to have a coronary heart-attack.
school's been okay. i'm already overwhelmed. but it's only pre-calc and the lifeguarding/teaching thing i'm overwhelmed with. everything else is pretty cool. i enjoy political theory for the most part. it's fun discussing conspiracies. it's also fun to finally be able to question gov't in class. i mean, i don't verbally do it, because i've got nothing to back myself up. which is why todd's always on the ball. :)
psychology is driving me up the wall. my teacher's a lunatic, and it's really not a fun class. way to be expecting one thing and get another. it's like expecting sprite, and getting tonic water.
choir is nifty.
english is awesome. i'm very happy with my teacher. he's an overall cool dude. really. we're reading catcher in the rye, and so far it's pretty good.
i'm crushin'.
he'll remain nameless.
but it's gettin' bad.
i'm very nervous for lifeguarding friday night. i can't get up and down the lifeguard stand very well, and will definately look like an asshole. i think i'm more nervous about that than anything else. and i swear if i have to make a rescue, i'll cry. i'll cry alot. i haven't been very stable.
i've been extremely tired. irritable. miserable. and most of all, cold. i also haven't been feeling too hot.
i think i'm getting a cold and these are all because of the cold.
tomorrow, i'm going to come home, do homework, and friggin' nap.
nap like it's nobody's buisness. (business?)
i think i'm dying?
dang. that suuuucks.