there are no words to comprehend how i am feeling
okay so lets try to recap this last day..oh shitty tahts right. my mother thinks im a bitch, no joke she told me to my face "lately you have been a bitch"... just because i try to get my way so i can see jack doesnt mean that im a bitch does it? im sorry that i just try to be around people where i am happy. would you rather me be depressed? i think my mom actually would. she tries to make my life miserable. because of course jacks parents see how happy we both are and love us and dont give a fuck that we arent apart. but my mom is so messed up and tries to make me depressed again. i dont get it?. amd then theres elyse. i dont even wanna get into it except i hate her because all she does it make me mad she TRYS to find things that can create a problem. like the other day, i was with jack and she tells me theres a party in like n hour that we should go to and im like HI i already have plans sorry i cant just be like jack im ditching you to go get drunk. cuz 1. thats mean and 2. i dont want to get drunk anymore its stupid lately. ive had my fun with that and now im on to bigger and better things so anyways SHE GETS MAD AT ME AND STARTS YELLING AT ME THAT IM SO GAY AND I HAVE NO LIFE and actually like verbally abuses me. fuck that.
im not gonna see jack for 6 days. because my life sucks and i hvae to work and then i have camp:( then he might go to florida..if he doenst take my bribe;) im HORRIBLE.
the last few days were fun. jack loved his birthdya..i did good:) i got him 2 shirts from ae earrings and i made him a picture frame wiht 4 pics of us in it. and then one other present. and we went to davey so amazing. great escape was fun too...the fourth was fun too..we watched fire works and it was just so like romantic lol i donbt think i have ever used that word. but its true watching the fire works right over ur head while lying on him. nothing could have been more perfect
ilovehim:/:)
i think this is long enough haha. bye
im not gonna see jack for 6 days. because my life sucks and i hvae to work and then i have camp:( then he might go to florida..if he doenst take my bribe;) im HORRIBLE.
the last few days were fun. jack loved his birthdya..i did good:) i got him 2 shirts from ae earrings and i made him a picture frame wiht 4 pics of us in it. and then one other present. and we went to davey so amazing. great escape was fun too...the fourth was fun too..we watched fire works and it was just so like romantic lol i donbt think i have ever used that word. but its true watching the fire works right over ur head while lying on him. nothing could have been more perfect
ilovehim:/:)
i think this is long enough haha. bye