That Fool!

Jun 17, 2009 20:52

Title: That Fool!
Author: Yue
Length: Oneshot
Genre: Romance, Fluff
Inspired By: That Fool (kdrama)
Summary: "We have to remember that we cannot let feelings intervene. This house is our set, we are the actors, and the world is our audience."

Author's Note: That Fool 그바보 (그저 바라 보다가) OST click to listen if you'd like! :)

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Yunho pushed his glasses up against his nose as he thought about the scenes for the past couples months, when he first became acquainted with his favorite actor, Kim Jaejoong. The actor was running away from one of his stalker fans when he bumped into Yunho who in turn covered for him and helped him escape. He gave himself a small smile, Jaejoong had been very radiant that night. The stars in the sky gleamed as if saying that they agreed. He closed his eyes and chuckled to himself a bit. He remember when he first got to know Jaejoong better, the said actor was rather an ice princess than what he portrayed in his movies. OF course Yunho was surprise and a bit disappointed, but Jaejoong's manager Yoochun had explained almost everything to Yunho already. He knew that Jaejoong was going through some tough times and had a rather quick temper. But Jaejoong was still ever so radiant and kind at times it showed Yunho that he was still human inside also. Then Yunho rubbed his bottom lip. The time when Jaejoong kissed him to prove to all of South Korea their fake marriage wasn't a scandal, to prove to the world, their marriage was real. Tears were pricking Yunho's eyes. He almost wished it was as real as the world saw it. Another smile fell onto his lips as he thought about all those times Jaejoong had made time for him in his schedule. From Company soccer games to the time when he helped to advertise their company. He was thankful of course, but he felt that sometimes he asked too much of Jaejoong, even if they were suppose to be equal.

A bitter smile crossed his lips. If only this was real. If only...this was as he believed for it to be. A small but rather doubtful chuckle escaped his lips. This would never be real, as much as he wished it to be. Jaejoong had someone else waiting for him after this whole scandal was over. He was just a fool with a humble heart. (And sometimes he thinks that's all he'll ever be.) But he was thankful to Jaejoong. Thanks to Jaejoong, his life had turned around. He went from being someone nobody remembered, to someone who would always call out his name for lunch or for other things. Of course it was weird many people did not find that Jaejoong being gay was surprising~ instead many people and fans welcomed them with open arms. Even if he sometimes did get hard times with Changmin, Jaejoong's younger brother, who was studying overseas, he never felt more welcomed than any other time. He knew Changmin was just putting up a strong front especially after all that he and Jaejoong had been through. The media, and everything else, it didn't mattered, for once in his life, he was finally doing something big that he could be proud of, instead of living life each day, waiting for it to pass, without as so much as a word to say to a friend he never had.

And Yunho closed his eyes for the night, sweet thoughts of Jaejoong still encircling his mind as he thought about those three words that were swirling his mind. He would never be able to say it, but this was more than he should receive. Being with Jaejoong was more than enough, and all these memories, he gave himself a smile, he'll remember it forever. To him, this was a chance at life he'll never be able to regain if he lost it. He knew it too. But he'll hold onto it with every piece of life that was granted to him.

"Kim Jaejoong. I don't think you'll remember me, many people in fact don't remember me, but i'll always remember you, i'll always remember this moment. Thank You. Thank You."

That was the first time he had met Jaejoong and had asked for 9 signatures in turn for helping him. He smiled. It was the start of this all, but he also knew, the end was coming closer than he anticipated. The End. to his fantasy, his small happiness. To his Kim Jaejoong and their married life. It was all ending. Yunho pressed his hands against his eyelids, trying to stop the tears from falling.

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Author's Note: like said. Inspired by That Fool! I really love the OST XD. and i wrote this in the moment so please don't mind the mistakes XD. Sorry it's so short. My brain refuses to write something fluffy atm. ~~ and here is my 31st Oneshot :D

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