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To all the people who watched me grow up (and to those who didn’t):
when I was a kid, I didn’t know much, all I knew was; I wanted a mother to take care of my siblings and I. However, as I grew up without one and moved to different places repeatedly, I never really got the chance to make friends or really enjoy life. Instead I always had to restart. But through those times, I got to grow up with difference experiences. I learned there are always people who have come into my life life and that they will stay even if some go. I learn that even as a human being I cannot be perfect. I have failed in many things, but i can always learn from my mistakes. I want to thank everyone who’s been here and never left me, you have definitely made a huge impact on me and my life. (This also goes out to all the fans who are here today, you guys, every one of you are apart of something huge in my life.) Thank You.
PS. This goes out to my mom who missed out on the years of my childhood. (I took the initiative and let my aunt invite her to my graduation, it’s not much, but it’s a big step coming from me.)
I know, it’s not christmas yet. but 2011 is ending and along with 2011 is also the end of my childhood. Harry Potter, Shrek, even the Inheritance series. A lot of things from my childhood is coming to a close. I’ve escaped the repeated cycle of moving, saying hellos then goodbyes- I’ve been set free from a father who knows of no sufferings from his children. I’m still learning to forgive a mother who tried her best. I graduate in the upcoming late spring and early summer, and with that also ends the regrets and burdens I’ve been carrying for the past 15 years of my life. I wanted to thank many of the people here, livejournal, twitter, YJEverlasting, Yunho-sshi, for becoming apart of my life. You have no idea what you mean to me. Especially to those who know my story, who have watched me grow, and continue to still be here. Thank You. I know I am just starting, really from this point on, but I wanted a proper way to close this. and also, guys, December 23rd, 2011 marks my 5th year as a TVXQ! fan :D So i’m glad I stayed in this place I’ve called home, even if it’s gotten so hard recently. I’m glad I stayed in this place and never left. You guys all make it worthwhile :)