May 10, 2005 17:41
God its 38 days til im out of this damn state.
16 days til school is OVER mofokers
Theres just too much drama in this school. And im getting sick of it. Im sorry if i even acted like i was mad or if i was acting like a a total bitch. But its the end of the school year and im so exited to just get OUT and to go to the beach and sleep late and just stop all these projects and i can stop thinking about how my grades are. Plus im going to go to new york for 2 1/2 weeks. Maybe even longer. Then i get to see my love and my nigga =)But my mom is also keeps threating me that shes going to cancel my plane ticket and im gunna have to drive up with my parents. Omg if that ever happened...id say screw you and just hitchhike to the fukcing airport or have my cousin drive me. I just need a vacation. Then ill be my old self once i come back.
My mom is also putting me in the worst mood ever. Shes telling me that im not allowed to get my fucking car until im 18. Onlie bcuss we have "too many" fights. She starts them...i finish them.
There a few people in this school who are also pissing me off so bad. 2day i almost hit this one girl who wouldnt stop touching me. So i kicked her instead and called her a fatass. This is what i mean...im getting sick of these people.
I guess im just getting homesick. Plus my parents dont let me go anywhere. Im not even allowed to hangout with anyone after school. I never have rides b/c my lovely mother is too fucking lazy and my dad works. I dont even have any money. So i need a job. My mom wont let me go and find a place now. She says im "too young" and i need to wait 2 more months until my birthday. Bullshit lady. I need money and a life. I feel like im grounded. Never do anything. Sit in my room and think about everything going on in my life. Jeez, what a depressing state.
Im just sick of it all and i wish i wasnt here.
whatever...im out