wow
2nd semester has started. i really like my schedule except for one class freaking debate, but dang im gonna talk to my dad this weekend and see if ill try to get in that class. internet application is the class the replaced my debate with, but im taking two computer classes if u include that one, but we will see.
so english class is not that much fun. reading poems and stuff about love... =/ that class sooo does not help. but christina does, she always makes me laugh, =D
my enlgish teacher is a psychologist. so this is what she said
"women want to a man that makes them feel like the are protected"
"men want to feel like they are needed and like they are important to the girl they are with"......... my conclusion is i used to agree with this, but not anymore. you can totally feel like u need someone and they can be like the most important thing in the world to u, but they arent gonna protect u. they can just leave, take it all away. so y do u set ourselves up to get hurt? so i lied to someone once, and im finally admitting it. i once said that ppl get in relationships bc its an experience, even though its TECHNICALLY true. so technically not a lie, but i said it bc i was too scared to tell them i wanted to be with them. but y get into something when u see heartbreak at the end of the road? i guess thats my thing, i always used to think the best things would happen, but then i would always get my hopes up when i didnt get that. i think im gonna stop thinking so hopeful and be more realistic. like i am, but by the hopeful thinking i would used to get my hopes up, and just probably help fuel my heart to get broken even more. but dang those things i vote are not true anymore. maybe back then when the poems were written, but not now, not anymore.
i dont know why but im super worried about senior ball.... =/
gotta go. buh bye
so english class is not that much fun. reading poems and stuff about love... =/ that class sooo does not help. but christina does, she always makes me laugh, =D
my enlgish teacher is a psychologist. so this is what she said
"women want to a man that makes them feel like the are protected"
"men want to feel like they are needed and like they are important to the girl they are with"......... my conclusion is i used to agree with this, but not anymore. you can totally feel like u need someone and they can be like the most important thing in the world to u, but they arent gonna protect u. they can just leave, take it all away. so y do u set ourselves up to get hurt? so i lied to someone once, and im finally admitting it. i once said that ppl get in relationships bc its an experience, even though its TECHNICALLY true. so technically not a lie, but i said it bc i was too scared to tell them i wanted to be with them. but y get into something when u see heartbreak at the end of the road? i guess thats my thing, i always used to think the best things would happen, but then i would always get my hopes up when i didnt get that. i think im gonna stop thinking so hopeful and be more realistic. like i am, but by the hopeful thinking i would used to get my hopes up, and just probably help fuel my heart to get broken even more. but dang those things i vote are not true anymore. maybe back then when the poems were written, but not now, not anymore.
i dont know why but im super worried about senior ball.... =/
gotta go. buh bye