*this is my life..this who i sposed to b..wat hapend to my life..wat has hapend 2 me...*
she gets to school..she sees her friends its all good..but not quite..not until however she sees..him...then it is all great because even though they barely make contact in the morning she knows she has a chance to at one point that day..so she goes to class..even says she has to go to the bathroom in french so she can maybe even just say hi to him...she goes out of her way..for him? why is 'he' so important to her..why does she only think about him..well she goes through with her little escapade to his lunch hour..and they say hello but she cant have him know this was all just to see him..so she walks past him until he is out of sight and then she heads back to class..silly isnt it? all that work for.."hey" she then goes to lunch, bioligy..and this is her favrotie part of the day she actually sees him and they talk..but today..he never comes..she is being talked to by the other kids in the hallway who walk with her to her next class..but all the while she is only gazing down that one hallway..hoping he will come around the corner..sometimes she actually thinks its him..but its just another kid with the same hair..just her imagination getting the best of her..so as she drudges on its finally the end of school and so she walks with people again and sees him at his locker..this is where they usually talk after school..but today..he had a different tone..more harsh..less caring..so she went to her locker and tried to act like it didnt matter to her..but once again he does not see that when she turns around and walk away how much pain i go threw..even tho u might read this and say why the fuck are you such a drama queen!? go ahead...so i walk away my two best friends automatically notice somethings wrong..im kinda hesitante of telling them, they might think its 'gay' or sound stupid..so i hold my toungue so all of us..me my 2 best friends and him walk towards the gym..we talk..i try to keep the conversation as normal as possible..but with every comment and every look..every move even..i cant help thinking of the worst of situations..i finally tell my friends..they tell me i put myself too 'out there' which when i look over what i have just written is very true..i cannot help it tho..they tell me i have to "run" you might say..play hard to get..i understand, but it is still so hard..i mean you dont understand how badly i like him and how much he means..he doesnt either but i mean the reason i dont want to 'run' is because...
what if he doesnt 'chase' me..?
*leave comments..i wanna know what i should do..*