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Wow..... talk about being a while since my last update... Especially one with much depth to it. I just haven't felt the need to type anymore. My life has been doing so many things lately it's hard to get online and just type about everything going on. But I'll give everyone that might be wondering about me a quick update. I've moved back home. Was in the apartment with Julie for every bit of 3 fuckign months before she decided to turn her fucking back and me and tell me she wanted me out. Just so her fucking girlfriend could move in. *coughs* Yeah. Sorry. That's one of those huge things that keep nagging at me. I mean... That girl meant the world to me. My best fucking friend. So yeah. Back at home I am. Sucks ass, but at least I have soemwhere to go where I know people care. I give my thanks to Julie's family though. Crystal I know you are the only one that may ever read this so give everyone my thanx. You all are wonderful. Anyways.... In other news. My boyfriend and I are doing great. He was just out here for two weeks and I spent almost the whole time he was here with him. I really like this guy and so far he hasn't turned into an ass. And has given me no reason to even speak ill of him. My family even seems to like him. Scary huh? heh. I'm takign the semester off from school. My mind is just too far gone to try and work on shool right now. Iwill go back though. My education means a lot to me. I miss singing though. :( Been trying to keep in contact with my friends. It's hard some days to do it. I don't know why but it just is. Like there is some wall holding me back, but I love all my friends more then anything, even if some of them can be a pain in my ass. lol. For the new year I vowed only one thing, as my personality seems to have changed a bit with my new experiences in life. That vow is to no longer take peoples crap when I don't have to. I will not be walked all over anymore. I I have a problem with ya you're going to hear it. heh. So yeah. That's a wrap up of things. Thinking of moving out to Cali in March, an idea but not completely thought through yet. I don't have much going for me here in Minn. so why not? But I'd be leaving behind some good people that I care about, so I don't know yet. But yeah. Ya'll know how to get aghold of me. Give me a ring if ya want. Hugs!