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I know.... I'm not online much anymore. It seems that the harder I try to bring myself out of this damn hole, the worse off I am. I don't really talk to many people and it annoys the hell out of me. I just can't find my motivation to do anything. I did go to the beach on friday though. Burnt my face up pretty bad, but I had fun. It's slowly turning into a tan. lol. Last thursday I went to the casino with Julie and Caitlin. Didn't come out ahead but it was nice to get out and hang out with some good friends. Every day that I lay here and think, just staring up at my ceiling, I come up with more and more things that I can't figure out. But maybe I'll go into all those later. I'll cya all later. Much love.