Aug 25, 2005 17:28
i wouldnt think the day i had was bad....it just happend to be when i got home i made a horrid discovery...every one who has been telling me things about yall know who has based it on observations...well i made some my self and ive realized that he pretty much treats all his female friends like me i just hang out with him more cuz i like him not becuz he likes me...gosh as much as i wouldnt admit it i rly thought i had a chance but apparently i dont and this feeling is exactly what i wanted to avoid...well i dunno...i just hate the feeling...feeling like ure clingy...feeling like i dunno just so let down...i was positive sumthing was gonna happen cuz he had to of found out i did i only told some of the biggest mouths in band. he prolly did...and thats again why im depressed...just becuz...i dunno...im so sick of liking sumone thinkin i have a chance but i rly dont...why cant i like sumone i have a chance with...oh well i need to stop moping cuz i need to clean.
<3 alwayz
Julie