should i keep on waiting, or does love keep on fading away...
When is it my turn to be happy???
I guess I have to make myself happy, but still, sometimes it'd be nice if life cut ya a break. I just got back from Troy Beaumont because my tonsils decided to swell up on me to the point where they were touching, so I spent 5 hours with an IV in my arm, getting injected with steroids and antibiotics, and eating popsicles. On the down side, Christmas break I'll be getting my tonsils out. Lovely. Oh and I havent sleep in 2 days straight. Fantastic.
School is chaotic. This break was kind of a bummer, I hardly got to see anyone before I got too sick to go anywhere, and I really was looking forward to putting the Christmas tree up while everyone is home. Maybe tomrrow if there's time. OOnly like, three more weeks, and I get a whole three weeks off for Christmas Break!!! YAY. And then I'll really be able to see my friends.
Sometimes, we think we are making the right choice, not only for ourselves, but for others around us, and in the end we hope it works out. Sometimes its easier to push people away then to let them know bad it hurts to put yourself out there again. I hope it saved us both a lot of tears in the end...
Life: I hope you're listening. Please get better, I need this, a lot. I'm tired of being exhausted trying to make things better.
I guess I have to make myself happy, but still, sometimes it'd be nice if life cut ya a break. I just got back from Troy Beaumont because my tonsils decided to swell up on me to the point where they were touching, so I spent 5 hours with an IV in my arm, getting injected with steroids and antibiotics, and eating popsicles. On the down side, Christmas break I'll be getting my tonsils out. Lovely. Oh and I havent sleep in 2 days straight. Fantastic.
School is chaotic. This break was kind of a bummer, I hardly got to see anyone before I got too sick to go anywhere, and I really was looking forward to putting the Christmas tree up while everyone is home. Maybe tomrrow if there's time. OOnly like, three more weeks, and I get a whole three weeks off for Christmas Break!!! YAY. And then I'll really be able to see my friends.
Sometimes, we think we are making the right choice, not only for ourselves, but for others around us, and in the end we hope it works out. Sometimes its easier to push people away then to let them know bad it hurts to put yourself out there again. I hope it saved us both a lot of tears in the end...
Life: I hope you're listening. Please get better, I need this, a lot. I'm tired of being exhausted trying to make things better.