did you ever just close your eyes and drift away?
Sometimes don't you wish you could fly?
Away from everything, everybody, and just sit on a cloud and think...
I really havent updated this in a long long time, but it's all well.... This summer has been alright, lots of work, but lots of grad parties and hangin out in between here and there... but really, I'm ready to go. I'm ready to start over, and be the person I want to be, and I think things will finally be looking up.
I went shopping with my mom today for some things for my dorm. I still have to go shopping with Vera. I can't believe some people are leaving this week, for school! Well, training camp, but still, how sad! :(
Last night was random/insane to say the least... I went and played Bocce Ball with Aimee, Lisa and Emily, and it was great, I really like spending time with them, they're just... real. They're fun, and I definitley looking forward to hangin out with Aimee in the fall, and Lisa and Em: my dorm is always open to you!!!! :) And then I went to a bonfire. Oh my, enough said. Hah.
Well, as the summer comes to a close, there are a lot of things I am going to have to face:
*growing up
*leaving friends
*i have to stop being so shy around new people
*lacrosse season was the last time i'll ever be forced to workout by someone else...so now i have to force myself
*lacrosse season was the last time i'll ever come home to a meal on the table saved for me by my mom...
Lately, I've been feeling kind of slighted by my parents. I just feel like I've been put by the way side, and this sounds completely selfish, but it's my last summer before I'm going to be gone for a long time, and I'm kinda bummed I haven't spent more time with them, or them with me. It's been a lot of things all rolled into one, so maybe it's all just coming to a point.Oh well.
Well, I think I'm going to go organize all the things that I purchased today, so I suppose I will write in this again before I leave for college, but I feel the demise of my livejournal coming, unless for some reason I become a random drunken poster of livejournal entries, which I doubt, because if I'm that drunk, and still in my dorm room, on my computer, on LIVEJOURNAL... im probably a huge loser, so please, don't let me.
*Close your eyes, drift away, beyond the skies of blue... fly through the clouds, take it all in, your soul belongs only to you...*