insominia

[lilwatersprite7]

so i have my first chem exam in about 8 hours...and no im not pulling an all nighter, im just going through a bout of insominia (its been going on all week). so its around 3 in the morning, and i decided to go work out...damn did that feel good to do that again. heh. so now im sitting here (just got done working out) in 2 sports bras and my good ol navy shorts trying to cool down some. (i hope you get a good visual from this cj) i think part of my problem of no sleeping is that i just cant turn off my goddamn brain. i mean im kinda goin through some pretty big changes in my life (those who know about them, know what the BIG one is) and im tyring to cope with all this shit going on in my life without any of my dearest friends near me to keep me sane. and since i quit smoking (thank god, i can RUN again!!!) its kinda hard with this whole stress level, and i kinda have writers blcok, and painters block. yeah go me. not. also, ive had way to much caffiene and sugar today (my body isnt used to that anymore..i know shocker..im eating healthier now! what will all of u kids do when u get back home and see me?? hahahahaha)
well im gonna go dick around on the ocmp some more..read some more chem and attempt to get some sleep
much love
ems