happy thanksgiving, bitches! lol
it's ironic, isn't it, that the one day a year we set aside to give thanks for everything falls exactly when, for the first time in my life, everything seems to be falling apart and i feel like i dont have much to give thanks for. everything has just completely turned upside down in the last month or so... if you had asked me a while back what i was most thankful for i would have said "chase and bridget" which seem to be the two biggest stressors in my life, now. totally flip flopped... things change so fast, you know? well there are generally 3 things i know i'm thankful for. they are as follows:
1. band. it's kept my sanity. i never knew that i could have that much fun doing something i love. i've met so many great people in band and i'm never ever quitting. i didnt know a stupid drum could make me so happy, but it's something that i'm really proud of.
2. my (immediate) family. the rest of my family is annoying the crap out of me today. they're so trailer fabulous that sometimes it makes me want to hurl. my one cousin's hair looks like a skunk on crack with all the crappy red and brown tones she's colored it to try and make her look classier and like she's from the big city, when in fact all she's really done is put the invisible "i'm a trailer fabulous hick" sticker on her forehead. ugh. and then my other uncle is a very opinionated republican. enough said. i love my aunts, though. they're the greatest. and i just stuffed my face with awesome turkey, so life's kinda good, i guess. anyways, yeah my parents and my brother because they're so awesome and i couldn't have gotten through half the stuff i've gone through as of late without them. i love them so much.
3. the people i've dubbed real friends. it's a very slim number, so look out. alison, alex, liz, jessica, bridget, and cody- you are all really really important to me and i know i can talk to ya'll about absolutely anything. you'll are the coolest and i wouldn't trade you for anything in the world. i need you guys and you all understand me. we all do stupid things, but it's good to know that you'll be there when i mess up. i'll be there for you, too. i love you all!
anyways, hope you're all eating lots of turkey, or tofurkey if you're a vechtubulltareeyan. :D