i hate him but i love him i cant stop thinkin of him i'm stuck on CHASE
somethings wrong with me.
i hate chase.
life sucks. or maybe it rocks. i cant decide.
I'M SO EXCITED WOODIN CHOSE STAND OUT! WOOHOO! let me sing for you... "i'm gonna STAND OUT above the crowd, even if i gotta SHOUT OUT LOUD!!! till mine is the only face you see i'm gonna STAND OUT till you NOTICE ME!!!" what the hell is wrong with me right now? i hate chase. i love chase. i want to kill him. i miss his hugs. he's a jurk. i was a jurk to him. this sucks. i want him back just so i can dump him so he's on the receiving end of the heartbreaking. it was 4 hours. i doesn't count. oh wait. maybe it does. whatever. anyways i hate that new madonna song. it's stuck in my head. grrr. i've always hated madonna i guess... oh well... sometimes i think nobody understands. i just feel like i'm surrounded by all these awesome people with all these experiences under their belt that can help me but every word they say just makes me more confused and heartbroken. i love how ashley's the only one that reads this and cares because i love her. otherwise it's just me reading my chronicles of the all out reject. it's fun though, i guess. maybe not. whatever. once again i hate chase. focker out.