I miss Evanescence :(
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I’m going under)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
Bad beginning of the week, and yesterday was even worse. I miss Evanescence but oh well. Im still sick, thats really unfair. Rachel and I decided we need more hugs. Oh, and cuddling guys lol Me, her and Erme decided theyre all either taken or gay. haha I miss coming home to my family and having people there that care about me so much. It kinda makes me mad cuz this weekend Im going home for Jennas birthday and to see Becca, but Im going to prolly miss Erin's bday party and Kellen coming up to State. It sux! But it's definitely worth it, and my little sister pulls weight fo sho. My motivation for the week: retreat on the 22nd, 3.5 (almost 4) on my german exam!, seeing Becca and my family too... i miss becca and my little sister very much since i haven't seen them in a very long time, especially becca! Hope this week gets better
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I’m going under)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
Bad beginning of the week, and yesterday was even worse. I miss Evanescence but oh well. Im still sick, thats really unfair. Rachel and I decided we need more hugs. Oh, and cuddling guys lol Me, her and Erme decided theyre all either taken or gay. haha I miss coming home to my family and having people there that care about me so much. It kinda makes me mad cuz this weekend Im going home for Jennas birthday and to see Becca, but Im going to prolly miss Erin's bday party and Kellen coming up to State. It sux! But it's definitely worth it, and my little sister pulls weight fo sho. My motivation for the week: retreat on the 22nd, 3.5 (almost 4) on my german exam!, seeing Becca and my family too... i miss becca and my little sister very much since i haven't seen them in a very long time, especially becca! Hope this week gets better