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Alright...so a week ago today I was cuddling with a certain someone at the Penn State football game thinking that things may end up picture perfect and we'd get together and I'd have a boyfriend for Christmas. Instead, he is dating someone who I considered a friend and as a result, I have been in the worst mood all week. A list of other bad things have happened this week as well like learning that I can't trust Jessica with secrets unless I want her telling Zach Bessega... because she now considers him "an extension of himself". Yes, DCHSers, my roomate is dating Zach Bessega. (Although it's probably a secret knowing them so shhh please!) Therefore, if they got married, she would be Jessica Bessega! It was hilarious when someone pointed this out, but the more and more that I have to deal with the kid and their relationship, the less humorous I find it. If I hear one more person saying crazy things like "They probably have sex on your bed," I will shoot myself. Then again, apparently I have a subconcious desire to kill myself already because I literally threw myself out of bed Tuesday night. As in over the bar that is in place to prevent me from falling out of bed, I pushed myself right over this. I don't even remember any of it, but apparently I held onto the side of my loft for a minute and then slowly fell down and said "I think I'm gonna be sick." And then I just walked right back up to bed lol. Who knows-- I was entirely asleep, but Jessica told me that she thought that I was committing suicide (oh my!) I woke up crying in the middle of the night three days in a row after I found out Thomas and Erme were together. I thought people made that up, but it's true. I really really liked him and now I don't know how I can ever talk to either of them. She knew I liked him! GrRrR Not only that, but my suitemate is being so mean as usual and I found out that her Megan are living together which is a long story, but just know that that they have been lying to me for A LONG time now. Today was the first day, however, that I have been happy in a week. Tommy came up to see me and we had lots of fun, he hung out with my friends and he now has a thing going on with my sarah!!!!! :) SOOOOO happy for them! They were so cute the entire time, serenading each other and all that (Oy vey, talented people lol) But, it seems as though my life may get better: Becca's almost back, Christmas is almost here, I am SLOWLY moving on (well, I don't cry anymore...), my neck is starting to heal (still stiff as hell boo!), and I will be back with my family soon. I hope I can get through finals and do well on them, and that I can manage to keep my head up, which I have not been able to do recently. Well, I am off to study for my final exam that's on Monday which I need to 4, so I hope everyone's week was better than mine.
--Lisa
--Lisa