Today is a new day
For those who don't follow me on twitter, or don't check facebook...
Today is a brand new day.
I got let go yesterday. Back to the drawing board.
I'm shit outta luck... not that I didn't really see that coming. I'm really thankful to have predicted the worst situations possible and got my act together early on. At least I have all the material I need to remake my portfolio including all the photos ever taken for each project so far. Since i'm not expected to come into work tomorrow.
I cried the whole way home from work this afternoon. The very first thing I did was call my mom, she wasn't all to happy about it and some how I have a feeling that while going home is something I anticipate greatly, I have a feeling it might turn into some sort of nagging asking me to move back. Mom already asked me to move back home on the phone less than 15 minutes to telling her that I was just let go from work (no wonder I'm such a fucked up person).
Sometimes it makes me wonder what I'm worth.
I guess tomorrow will be spent cleaning my room, filing for unemployment, packing for my trip home, spin and some knitting. I want to try and finish the hat i'm making before tuesday's meeting. I'm not really angry any more... I guess all my anger and frustration happened weeks before.
I'm just pissed off that I was let go... despite all of the large purchases that they made recently at the office (a new all - in - one fax/scanner/printer, a new scanner, a new ipad, more paper, etc etc etc.). Oh well. They no longer have someone to draw things in 3D nor do they have someone to use their eaglepoint software. Whatever.
I'm looking forward to sleeping in today. I'm also truly thankful for all the wonderful friends who believe in me and think positively for me (despite how much of a pessimist I am). I hope this really was meant to happen and that a brand new and better chapter in my life will begin to unfold.
Today is a brand new day.
I got let go yesterday. Back to the drawing board.
I'm shit outta luck... not that I didn't really see that coming. I'm really thankful to have predicted the worst situations possible and got my act together early on. At least I have all the material I need to remake my portfolio including all the photos ever taken for each project so far. Since i'm not expected to come into work tomorrow.
I cried the whole way home from work this afternoon. The very first thing I did was call my mom, she wasn't all to happy about it and some how I have a feeling that while going home is something I anticipate greatly, I have a feeling it might turn into some sort of nagging asking me to move back. Mom already asked me to move back home on the phone less than 15 minutes to telling her that I was just let go from work (no wonder I'm such a fucked up person).
Sometimes it makes me wonder what I'm worth.
I guess tomorrow will be spent cleaning my room, filing for unemployment, packing for my trip home, spin and some knitting. I want to try and finish the hat i'm making before tuesday's meeting. I'm not really angry any more... I guess all my anger and frustration happened weeks before.
I'm just pissed off that I was let go... despite all of the large purchases that they made recently at the office (a new all - in - one fax/scanner/printer, a new scanner, a new ipad, more paper, etc etc etc.). Oh well. They no longer have someone to draw things in 3D nor do they have someone to use their eaglepoint software. Whatever.
I'm looking forward to sleeping in today. I'm also truly thankful for all the wonderful friends who believe in me and think positively for me (despite how much of a pessimist I am). I hope this really was meant to happen and that a brand new and better chapter in my life will begin to unfold.