You never know what you have until its gone!
Isnt that the truth? I HATE IT! ahh...
Its crazy what people will put up with just because they love you! I could not believe the response i got from Lee last night. I thought that he was so fed up with all of the stuff i have done that he was going to laugh at me. But it wasnt like that AT ALL!
He came over and i told him about Mikee! and how i told Mikee how i felt about Lee. he was pretty mad because he thought that i was going to be really happy and all excited when i was talking to him. I guess things work out the way that they do for a reason though.
Its kind of crazy...I liked Mikee for about 5 years, and FINALLY he likes me and I said that i didnt want to go out with him. To tell you the truth it didnt even phase me. I didnt really care that i was saying no to someone i had a crush on for such a long time!
Well when he showed up we started talking...and i guess he thought that we were going to talk about something completely different! It was kinda crazy because by the end of our talk, i felt completely better. I was finally stress free. YAY!
I am so happy! FINALLY! After 2 weeks and 3 days (not that i was counting) Lee and I are back together. I dont know why i said all of the things that i said to him that Saturday! I am so mad at myself. I never thought any of those things! I would do anything for him, to make him happy, and for us to be together! Like i said, i would wait a lifetime for him. 2 years seems like nothin, i would rather wait 2 years without him than a lifetime of never knowing what we could have been.
I Love You Sweetheart!
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Today was fun! I stayed up late last night talking to Lee, so i only got 1.5 hours of sleep....YES 1.5!....that is crazy...i had to go to John's early because i had to feed the babies! They are beginning to open their eyes...and one of them saw me and she would not stop following me around all day (until i put her in the box)...it was so cute....I felt very loved! haha...
But i was SO mad...My SIM card on my phone is completely broken. So i had to order one today and i dont get it until tomorrow or so. I wish that i could get it sooner, i miss my cell phone! I dont know what i would do without that little thing...
Lee came over at about 3. We were playing Tony Hawk with Tanner. I completely suck at it, i used to be good, but not anymore.haha.
But then he gave me a ride home, what a sweety! Its really hard on my uncle having to drive all that way 3 times a day. I feel really bad.....but i guess if he wants me to watch Tanner then he has to live with it for 3 more weeks and 3 more days. Which is my SWEET 16!
Yup...Well Have A Great Day Everyone!
Im going to bed early tonight so that i am not so tired tomorrow....LOVE YA'LL!