Feelin Free
Today was very..."low-key", not exciting, relaxing ( except for having to walk 14 miles)...
I thought that we were going to leave about 10 or 11 today but my mom and kev took FOREVER getting ready...First they both had to take showers...and then get ready...then go to Old navy...then go to Freddy's...it seemed like we didnt leave until 2...OH WAIT! THAT IS WHEN WE LEFT! AHH! i hate it when i start out my day really slow like that...but i guess its okay...
Well we finally got going and we got to Ruston at about 2:30 and we parked at least a mile away at the top of a really really steep hill. We walked around all day and it was kinda boring at first because i was being pissy but then i got in a better mood after a while...as soon as i got in a good mood...i won a monkey for my mom...Kevin was trying to convince me to go parasailing with him but i am really scared of heights...actually i would have done it but it was expensive....like $55 for 1 person and for 2 ppl it was $75...i dont think that it would have been worth all the money...
It was so funny tho...i was walking and i smiled at this guy becuase i knew he was gay and i didnt want to seem like i was being homophobic so he walks over to me and starts to massage my head...i was like "OMG WHAT IS THIS FREAK DOING?" and then i looked over and he was workin at the massage place...but it was really weird because he wasnt wearing the same outfit that the other ppl were wearing...im still doubting that he actually worked there....
I saw one of my really good friends...well he is more like family...my sis (missy) and me adopted mom (chris)...well they adopted 3 kids...me, rose, and andy...and guess what? I SAW ANDY! it was really kewl...he didnt even recognize me even though i jsut saw him like 3 years ago...his friends were trying to hit on me and one of them was "checking" me out...haha..that is what Andy told me so who knows....he has gotten alot bigger...he used to be a little guy but now he is as big as Oly's football players...haha...it was good seeing him again...i missed him...it was really funny cuz jenn and i saw him and his cousin at the lake a few years ago...and jenni had a thing for his cousin and everyone thought that i liked him...but no one knew that we were related....cuz i kept hugging him saying how much i missed him...BUT HE IS PRACTICALLY MY BROTHER! haha...EW! that would be like Jenni liking Daniel...haha...
But in ruston there was a whole bunch of tents and things to look at...i think that the road is 8 miles...and we walked 7 of it....but we parked at the very end....so we started out at the end and had to walk throught the whole thing...and then walk back...and the hike up the hill was fun...i thought that it was going to be torturous after walking all day but it wasnt bad at all...my mom and kev and alot of other ppl were complaining and huffing and puffing but i made it up without even noticing i was tired or anything...as soon as i got in the car i wrapped up in a blanket and fell asleep...
When i finally got home Lee called me and he came over for a second to say goodnight! I missed him so much! im glad that i got to see him, even if it was just for a second! I was thinking about so much stuff today...
I was thinking about stuff we talked about yesterday...Lee said that if we can make it through the next few years that we can make it through anything...and i was thinking about what is going on in those 3 years... he is going on his mission when he turns 19 which is in january... so im not going to see him for 2 STRAIGHT years... and i was thinking about that...THis means that he is not going to be able to come with me to my junior AND SENIOR prom (prom-which is every gurls night to shine), this is going to be our last summer together for like 2 years, he is only going to see my baby brother until he is 1 month old, he is going to miss my 17th and 18th bday, and he is going to miss my graduation... i was thinking about how sad that is....and i almost started crying because that is like a nightmare...well for me at least...but i thought about it and if that is what has to happen then there is nothing i can do about it...i can deal with not going to my junior prom, and doing all of the other stuff...but its really hard to think that he is going to miss ALL of that other stuff...i dunno maybe im just weird but it just sounds really depressing...
Im really tired so im going to go to bed soon! As soon as Lee calls me and i check my email...
HEY YA'LL HAVE A GREAT 4TH OF JULY!
Goodnight
I thought that we were going to leave about 10 or 11 today but my mom and kev took FOREVER getting ready...First they both had to take showers...and then get ready...then go to Old navy...then go to Freddy's...it seemed like we didnt leave until 2...OH WAIT! THAT IS WHEN WE LEFT! AHH! i hate it when i start out my day really slow like that...but i guess its okay...
Well we finally got going and we got to Ruston at about 2:30 and we parked at least a mile away at the top of a really really steep hill. We walked around all day and it was kinda boring at first because i was being pissy but then i got in a better mood after a while...as soon as i got in a good mood...i won a monkey for my mom...Kevin was trying to convince me to go parasailing with him but i am really scared of heights...actually i would have done it but it was expensive....like $55 for 1 person and for 2 ppl it was $75...i dont think that it would have been worth all the money...
It was so funny tho...i was walking and i smiled at this guy becuase i knew he was gay and i didnt want to seem like i was being homophobic so he walks over to me and starts to massage my head...i was like "OMG WHAT IS THIS FREAK DOING?" and then i looked over and he was workin at the massage place...but it was really weird because he wasnt wearing the same outfit that the other ppl were wearing...im still doubting that he actually worked there....
I saw one of my really good friends...well he is more like family...my sis (missy) and me adopted mom (chris)...well they adopted 3 kids...me, rose, and andy...and guess what? I SAW ANDY! it was really kewl...he didnt even recognize me even though i jsut saw him like 3 years ago...his friends were trying to hit on me and one of them was "checking" me out...haha..that is what Andy told me so who knows....he has gotten alot bigger...he used to be a little guy but now he is as big as Oly's football players...haha...it was good seeing him again...i missed him...it was really funny cuz jenn and i saw him and his cousin at the lake a few years ago...and jenni had a thing for his cousin and everyone thought that i liked him...but no one knew that we were related....cuz i kept hugging him saying how much i missed him...BUT HE IS PRACTICALLY MY BROTHER! haha...EW! that would be like Jenni liking Daniel...haha...
But in ruston there was a whole bunch of tents and things to look at...i think that the road is 8 miles...and we walked 7 of it....but we parked at the very end....so we started out at the end and had to walk throught the whole thing...and then walk back...and the hike up the hill was fun...i thought that it was going to be torturous after walking all day but it wasnt bad at all...my mom and kev and alot of other ppl were complaining and huffing and puffing but i made it up without even noticing i was tired or anything...as soon as i got in the car i wrapped up in a blanket and fell asleep...
When i finally got home Lee called me and he came over for a second to say goodnight! I missed him so much! im glad that i got to see him, even if it was just for a second! I was thinking about so much stuff today...
I was thinking about stuff we talked about yesterday...Lee said that if we can make it through the next few years that we can make it through anything...and i was thinking about what is going on in those 3 years... he is going on his mission when he turns 19 which is in january... so im not going to see him for 2 STRAIGHT years... and i was thinking about that...THis means that he is not going to be able to come with me to my junior AND SENIOR prom (prom-which is every gurls night to shine), this is going to be our last summer together for like 2 years, he is only going to see my baby brother until he is 1 month old, he is going to miss my 17th and 18th bday, and he is going to miss my graduation... i was thinking about how sad that is....and i almost started crying because that is like a nightmare...well for me at least...but i thought about it and if that is what has to happen then there is nothing i can do about it...i can deal with not going to my junior prom, and doing all of the other stuff...but its really hard to think that he is going to miss ALL of that other stuff...i dunno maybe im just weird but it just sounds really depressing...
Im really tired so im going to go to bed soon! As soon as Lee calls me and i check my email...
HEY YA'LL HAVE A GREAT 4TH OF JULY!
Goodnight