Your whole first paragraph could be my own diary. I was always the same, way more sexually oriented than anyone else my age, even the boys. The only problem was that guys wouldn’t give me the time of day haha. Oh well. But we ARE sex goddesses already, so don’t even worry about having to make that happen. Trust me, I’ve seen enough pictures of you to know that you don’t have to change anything.
Brigitte Bardot in my opinion is the most beautiful woman who has ever lived. That picture with the nipple popping out--fuck, how can anyone be so gorgeous? But I digress. “bubbly, sweet, delicate, elegant, wild, graceful, kind, raw sexiness but also able to be classy” I think you’re all these things already, but we all have the same problem, that we’re not recognized widely enough.
I’ve always admired these girls that left home as teenagers and became so successful. But then I have to stop and remind myself that for every girl that did that, there were probably at least a hundred who became junkies or prostitutes or died. And that’s what always stops me from running away.
Lilu I wish we lived closer because we could play dress up all day in a dimly lit room, digging through chests of old-smelling dresses and posing in front of a big oval mirror.
isn't it sorta funny feeling when you're younger? I thought it was, but it always felt good hahaha. oh don't bring up pictures of me. I hate pictures of me. I think I look so much better in person than in pictures, like at least 5 times better hahaha.
Omg isn't she!! so so amazing, she seems like a wild child too. I don't know that for sure she just looks like it. I wish I could look even a little liek her. aww thanks honey you're sweet.
yeah but for every hundred who ended up on the streets there is one who made it! but no tuesday weld had made it before she left home. that's probably the key hahahha. no, that never stopped me from leaving. the things that stopped me from leaving is lack of resources and I had no idea what I wanted to make it as. I don't leave now cause I've grown smarter and believe in tuesday's way make it to a degree before you run away.
oh I know Crystal I wish I had found you down the street not across the nation! so we could wander through thrift stores looking for amazing vintage and walk down the streets making the normal folk's heads turn.
Brigitte Bardot in my opinion is the most beautiful woman who has ever lived. That picture with the nipple popping out--fuck, how can anyone be so gorgeous? But I digress. “bubbly, sweet, delicate, elegant, wild, graceful, kind, raw sexiness but also able to be classy” I think you’re all these things already, but we all have the same problem, that we’re not recognized widely enough.
I’ve always admired these girls that left home as teenagers and became so successful. But then I have to stop and remind myself that for every girl that did that, there were probably at least a hundred who became junkies or prostitutes or died. And that’s what always stops me from running away.
Lilu I wish we lived closer because we could play dress up all day in a dimly lit room, digging through chests of old-smelling dresses and posing in front of a big oval mirror.
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oh don't bring up pictures of me. I hate pictures of me. I think I look so much better in person than in pictures, like at least 5 times better hahaha.
Omg isn't she!! so so amazing, she seems like a wild child too. I don't know that for sure she just looks like it. I wish I could look even a little liek her.
aww thanks honey you're sweet.
yeah but for every hundred who ended up on the streets there is one who made it!
but no tuesday weld had made it before she left home. that's probably the key hahahha. no, that never stopped me from leaving. the things that stopped me from leaving is lack of resources and I had no idea what I wanted to make it as. I don't leave now cause I've grown smarter and believe in tuesday's way make it to a degree before you run away.
oh I know Crystal I wish I had found you down the street not across the nation! so we could wander through thrift stores looking for amazing vintage and walk down the streets making the normal folk's heads turn.
much love hun
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