I bet it's a lot more comfortable to just be than to think about it. but I just wasn't happy not being clear on who I wanted to be in that sense. " i don't think i could be like any of those women, i don't think i have it in me." what does that mean? like you couldn't be so forward with your sexiness? like just out there?
I know! I was shocked when I saw that last pic of monroe! I was like wow no way that can't be her. you're right she does look thinner I liked her fuller.
that's why I wanna be like brigitte! cause I reacted that way too. I was like somehow I'm turned on by looking at this weeiiirdd, I wanna be her! I know that's an other thing I love about bardot, she really looks like fun. Like you could just go out have a good time with her at dinner or over drinks or something.
I was gonna include jane birkin in this post! that what was gonna be the nude photos. but then I thought no cause I don't wanna be like jane birkin, I just think she's really beautiful. which she totally is.
hahahah yeah her teeth are cute in a way. yeah I don't care much for italian accents either and russian ones scare me hahahhaha. are you talking about Brigitte posing with motorcycles? cause if so I have a hard time imagining her on one. how can you have zero interest in marilyn?! she's an icon!
awww thanks sug. I hope i could come off as some sexy little thing. It makes me feel good to know you have so much confidence in me. yeah i've always enjoyed being sexual, but people correcting me all the time really pissed me off and made me feel bad. especially when it came from my father, he's very conservative and feels very uncomfortable around ANYTHING sexual. so like around 10 here I am like hyper sexual at that point and he suddenly draws really far away from me when we'd always been close. blah blah long story short for awhile I was confused and felt bad about being so sexual but now i realize there is nothing wrong with it and i love it. and now to forget about all that. ok I'll let that be re-suppressed.
so you don't feel sexy like in an everyday situation? I think it's good to be cute and shy and surprise people like that! I think that's very very very appealing in it's own way. I'm sure lots of guys love girls like that. but if you don't like that image you should work on it. figure out what you wanna be seen as. lets see I feel sexy lots of different times, i do feel very sexy when I dance of course, I feel very sexy when I speak a certain way and i don't me like sex voice I mean the words I use. This might sound odd but I feel sexy when I cook, I feel sexy when I'm relaxing like just lounging around, sometimes I feel sexy when I'm walking down the street. I think how sexy you feel in your everyday life has to do directly with how much sex drive you have that you recognize.
I don't know if I already am Marilyn mixed with Brigitte, they seem like head turners to me and I feel very plain a lot of the time. i don't know, that's how she spells it, Brigitte, she's french so maybe it's a french thing. I don't feel like the beauty everyone wants to get to know. if I was wouldn't I get hit on a lot more often than I do? or maybe that has to do with the guys and not me? thank you very much for saying all that, it makes me feel good. I'm glad people can tell I'm smart, I HATE playing the ditz role. sometime I end up playing it though cause i'm very forgetful and don't talk to much so they think I got nothing in my head. oh please do carry on about me hahahhhha.
don't give me permission to ramble sug, you'll regret it hahahha.
you should look up tuesday weld! I'm now adoring her. the lolita who did rock n roll movies and Elvis! I relate to her a bit here and there. but she really is an interesting and beautiful person. from what I can tell anyway.
" i don't think i could be like any of those women, i don't think i have it in me." what does that mean? like you couldn't be so forward with your sexiness? like just out there?
I know! I was shocked when I saw that last pic of monroe! I was like wow no way that can't be her. you're right she does look thinner I liked her fuller.
that's why I wanna be like brigitte! cause I reacted that way too. I was like somehow I'm turned on by looking at this weeiiirdd, I wanna be her! I know that's an other thing I love about bardot, she really looks like fun. Like you could just go out have a good time with her at dinner or over drinks or something.
I was gonna include jane birkin in this post! that what was gonna be the nude photos. but then I thought no cause I don't wanna be like jane birkin, I just think she's really beautiful. which she totally is.
hahahah yeah her teeth are cute in a way. yeah I don't care much for italian accents either and russian ones scare me hahahhaha.
are you talking about Brigitte posing with motorcycles? cause if so I have a hard time imagining her on one.
how can you have zero interest in marilyn?! she's an icon!
awww thanks sug. I hope i could come off as some sexy little thing. It makes me feel good to know you have so much confidence in me.
yeah i've always enjoyed being sexual, but people correcting me all the time really pissed me off and made me feel bad. especially when it came from my father, he's very conservative and feels very uncomfortable around ANYTHING sexual. so like around 10 here I am like hyper sexual at that point and he suddenly draws really far away from me when we'd always been close. blah blah long story short for awhile I was confused and felt bad about being so sexual but now i realize there is nothing wrong with it and i love it. and now to forget about all that.
ok I'll let that be re-suppressed.
so you don't feel sexy like in an everyday situation?
I think it's good to be cute and shy and surprise people like that! I think that's very very very appealing in it's own way. I'm sure lots of guys love girls like that. but if you don't like that image you should work on it. figure out what you wanna be seen as.
lets see I feel sexy lots of different times, i do feel very sexy when I dance of course, I feel very sexy when I speak a certain way and i don't me like sex voice I mean the words I use. This might sound odd but I feel sexy when I cook, I feel sexy when I'm relaxing like just lounging around, sometimes I feel sexy when I'm walking down the street. I think how sexy you feel in your everyday life has to do directly with how much sex drive you have that you recognize.
I don't know if I already am Marilyn mixed with Brigitte, they seem like head turners to me and I feel very plain a lot of the time. i don't know, that's how she spells it, Brigitte, she's french so maybe it's a french thing.
I don't feel like the beauty everyone wants to get to know. if I was wouldn't I get hit on a lot more often than I do? or maybe that has to do with the guys and not me?
thank you very much for saying all that, it makes me feel good. I'm glad people can tell I'm smart, I HATE playing the ditz role. sometime I end up playing it though cause i'm very forgetful and don't talk to much so they think I got nothing in my head.
oh please do carry on about me hahahhhha.
don't give me permission to ramble sug, you'll regret it hahahha.
you should look up tuesday weld! I'm now adoring her. the lolita who did rock n roll movies and Elvis! I relate to her a bit here and there. but she really is an interesting and beautiful person. from what I can tell anyway.
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