I want

[liltwitch]

Every child says I want a million times in there life... it's my turn now...

I want you to watch RT and Hanne graduate...
I want you to dance at my wedding...
I want you to smile...
I want you to know I am ok...
I want you to see me again...
I want you to see your grandchildren play...
I want you to be healty...
I want you to be better...
I want you to be able to do everything you wanted to do...
I want you know that I am not a total screw up...
I want you to know that you did your best for me...
I want you to know I have accomplished your dream and gotten better for myself...
I want you to know I need you just as much as you need me...
I want you to know that you will always be my mommy, and that without you I wouldn't be as strong as I am today...
I want to thank you for making me who I am inside...
I want my mommy...

I love you and no matter how times you tell me to be ready.. I can never brace myself for the thought of losing you. I love you and miss you... It's killing me being this far away but I know I have to gain something better for myself... I will see you again I know I will... I love you mom.

Love always
Miki Mouse