Jul 07, 2005 17:59
Sometimes I hate being at work all day long, I just scanned the internet and read about the bombings in London. It's so unfortunate that this has to happen to innocent people. Thats all I have to say right now...still processing...
I decided that I need to have passion in my life. When I spoke with Kyle on the phone, again he sounded so indifferent. I'm ready for someone to say "you know what? I want you here...I will do anything so that you are here...whatever it takes..."
I always said that I never knew what he was passionate about...I felt like shaking him and screaming...Be passionate about SOMETHING dammit, just ANYTHING!!!...
Even though things didn't work out with Pete, Pete was passionate. He had no qualms about grabbing me and saying "dammit...you are great" or "you look so cute today" or 'i just want to grab you and squeeze you and hold you all night long'.... I miss those times.
Exhibit A: I spoke with Pete briefly online about a week ago. He mentioned that he wasn't happy with his job because it had no passion. He wanted to get into cooking. Why? Because FOOD IS PASSION.
Couldn't have said it any better really. Thats why I'm in the business, because I'm passionate about great FOOD. Just like the arts, or music, or whatever else that inspires people to be passionate.
I must be getting back to work now.