"You are weird but fabulous."
Yes, someone said that to me today.
Tonight I went to Happy Hour with someone I used to work with at Providence. She was my counterpart for Swedish so I got to know her pretty well once we merged. Sadly she is experiencing the same issues I did when I was there. I guess I thought my departure would be a wake up call and they would improve things. It makes me sad. I know what they need to do but couldn't get anyone to listen and support me taking action. I hope I helped her a bit by listening. It is frustrating because she is talented and it is wasted.
I have a date tomorrow night. One word...bleh. I don't care. I am sure we will have alot to talk about and it will be fun. Haven't ever really had a date that wasn't fun. Maybe this will be that one time where it isn't fun. I keep having to remind myself this guy isn't British. I keep thinking he is probably because he looks kind of like my friend's husband who is British. Married before, has a 6 year old. My friend Rebecca is excited about "a built in child" for me. That just makes me anxious. All I can think of is what if there are different ideas about child raising? It wouldn't be my kid but I am sure I would still care. Will the ex wife be crazy and full of drama? Knowing me, we would become friends. Yes, I am that weird. I hate being older and trying to date. I was bad at it when I was younger. I think i am weirder now so it will only be worse.
Tonight I went to Happy Hour with someone I used to work with at Providence. She was my counterpart for Swedish so I got to know her pretty well once we merged. Sadly she is experiencing the same issues I did when I was there. I guess I thought my departure would be a wake up call and they would improve things. It makes me sad. I know what they need to do but couldn't get anyone to listen and support me taking action. I hope I helped her a bit by listening. It is frustrating because she is talented and it is wasted.
I have a date tomorrow night. One word...bleh. I don't care. I am sure we will have alot to talk about and it will be fun. Haven't ever really had a date that wasn't fun. Maybe this will be that one time where it isn't fun. I keep having to remind myself this guy isn't British. I keep thinking he is probably because he looks kind of like my friend's husband who is British. Married before, has a 6 year old. My friend Rebecca is excited about "a built in child" for me. That just makes me anxious. All I can think of is what if there are different ideas about child raising? It wouldn't be my kid but I am sure I would still care. Will the ex wife be crazy and full of drama? Knowing me, we would become friends. Yes, I am that weird. I hate being older and trying to date. I was bad at it when I was younger. I think i am weirder now so it will only be worse.