I HATE THIS
I feel like hell...... I've got a headache and all I want to do is lay down with Brandon. I feel like I don't even want to be alive right now. I'm so fuckin' sick of being miserable. I'm nauseous, my head hurts, I've got a foot in my rib cage, and I feel like everything is falling back to where it was before we went to Texas. Texas was so perfect it was like when we first met and we were holding each other and loving on each other. Now it's back to my mom getting on his nerves and mine, then me in the bedroom him on the computer. I don't know what to do. All I want to do right now is curl up with him and be with him.