Officially bleh....

[liltrixy]

Okay, so Brandon and I got in a fight last night. Which might I add was a pretty bad one. We're both so freakin' nervous that one is going to leave the other it's not even funny. Apparently he doesn't trust me b/c I've been talking to my guy friends, b/c most of them are ex's, and I've been nervous b/c he gets on their myspace pages and talks about them a lot. Not to mention talks about them. I don't know what we're going to do. I guess I'm just going to quit talking to everyone but my girlfriends until he gets more comfortable with me having guy friends. I guess he'll do the same with his girlfriends. Even if he doesn't I'm going to continue not to talk to my guy friends. Just for the pure fact that I love him and I don't want to do anything to hurt him like I apparently have been doing, but instead of saying something flat out he's been giving me little hints that I never did pick up on. So I apologize now to all of my guy friends. I just makes him uncomfortable and I really want things to work with him. He's amazing and I refuse to be the reason that something goes wrong.

Anyway.... I'll talk to y'all more later.

Alliekat