"Once upon a time I was falling in love but now I'm only falling apart...."

[liltinkerbella]

London was amazing and for a brief moments i forgot him. For a week I was far from my reality and enjoyed myself in a completely different country. I immersed myself in the place and culture and had fun and flirted with cute boys

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[liltinkerbella]

:( i feel for you lyz. sometimes i think that's how me and justin are. we act like we're in a relationship. but he doesn't want the actual committment. if i go out he always asks if i've met any new guys or talked to any guys. he's the one who brings up the future and wonders and asks if my parents would be ok with me marrying and being with a non-filipino. he's the one who when he overhears one of the guys i work with joking he likes me, tells me to tell them that i'm taken and i'm his. blah.

relationships with the opposite are complicated period. i know it must be very hard and confusing on your end. because of course from a girl's point of view it doesn't make sense, you love him, he still cares why can't you be together? he's in another country, i'm sure he's doing a lot of experiences on his own. but he has a different perspective of what those experiences should be. *sigh*

all i know is i think i'm ready to swear off relationships for a while, that is if i can find a way to get over justin. it's going to be 4 years this nov. 27th and that's such a long time. that's the longest i've known a person and had a whatever relationship with.