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nightmeres, cold room, darkness and no ones there to tell me its alrite
i wake up sweating, crying with eyes wide open searching frantically insight
i turn on the last movie i saw with you and picture you in my mind to keepme from crying and to make me feel like im still safe and your still there
but your not and im cold and depressed it jist isent fair
how can everyone go on liveing as if i was jist a waste of their time
i'm careing and loveing, but i have in no way commited a crime
go ahead strap me in chair, poke me tell i bleed
i hope i die of the blood loss, im sick of everyones greed
prick my finger watch it bleed and stain all that i touch
take away my heart i wont miss it too much
make me all these promises and dont forget to break them and make shure im not ok
no one understands or cares but i wouldnt have things anyother way
lie to me tell your blue in the face and tell me jist how special my life is to my friends
i'll be thnking of them as i cry and my life so shortly ends
i wake up sweating, crying with eyes wide open searching frantically insight
i turn on the last movie i saw with you and picture you in my mind to keepme from crying and to make me feel like im still safe and your still there
but your not and im cold and depressed it jist isent fair
how can everyone go on liveing as if i was jist a waste of their time
i'm careing and loveing, but i have in no way commited a crime
go ahead strap me in chair, poke me tell i bleed
i hope i die of the blood loss, im sick of everyones greed
prick my finger watch it bleed and stain all that i touch
take away my heart i wont miss it too much
make me all these promises and dont forget to break them and make shure im not ok
no one understands or cares but i wouldnt have things anyother way
lie to me tell your blue in the face and tell me jist how special my life is to my friends
i'll be thnking of them as i cry and my life so shortly ends