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i am a little depressed right now. and what i am gonna say might sound like i just want complents but this is really how i feel and if you really know me than you will know that this is true. i feel like i am not good enough for annie. i feel like everytime i turn around greg, or cindy, or leigh are having to correct something that i have done because i am not doing it right. like today i was sitting there singing tomorrow and some of the little orphans were sitting there talking ( and they say that they were talking about something else but deep down i know that they are making fun of me and thinking "why on earth did she get annie" and i am thinking the same thing. i am struggling so much and i feel like i cant even make the cut. ) i feel like mrs. flack is disapointed in me, and dr. greg is disapointed in me, and mr.hal is disapointed in me and so is leigh. i dunno i just feel like i am not meant to have gotten the lead (or any part in this play for that matter)