May 27, 2005 23:53
well i am soooo depressed cause tomorrow is our last show for oklahoma and i am totally gonna like ball my eyes out!! i mean i have been with these people for like three months and some ppl (GARETT!!) i am not gonna miss at all but i am gonna miss catherine, ivy, savannah,BRIAN!, evon, rick, parker, christian, cristian(well sorta), mrs. cathy, mrs. susan, mary katherine, mrs. shannon, jody, agnus, courtlyn, bart, scott, paul, kevin, stephanie, alana, mr. john...well just to sum it up, EVERYONE!! this is totally gonna suck!! oh and tonight brian called me ugly but he was just joking but it really got me thinking that i really am ugly. and then i remembered today out on the boat with caroline and how fat i looked in my swimsuit! and then i asked this guy at the theatre who likes me, christian (gross!!) and he said that i wasnt ugly. i know that i am not horribly ugly but i am in no way like pretty or gorgeous. so yeah. well i guess that yall are tired of hearing me complain so i am gonna go.