May 20, 2005 11:57
well ok i am sitting at home cause i had to come home sick at like 11 today and i had a fever...plus i am just so tired from oklahoma! it is fun but it is wearing me out. so ok, caroline what i was upset about last night was garett was all like "stop singing cause you suck" and all this crap, then big christian said that i was fat and that i looked like crap, and i just feel like i have no talent. but omgosh little christian was like hitting on me! it was sooo GROSS! hes like " your hair looks good like that" and i was like "w/e" and he said that it looked good for my body! hes like "it makes you hot. thats all im gonna say" omgosh that is so scary. but he doesnt like me cause he is like in love with stephanie (yeah stephanie if you read this, i am so sorry babe. lol) well i gotta go cause i really wanna take like a long nap. lots of love!