May 22, 2005 10:24
Yo havent updated in a while (i think)lol n e waz last week sucked at work. Well i called out last Sunday cause I had to watch my brothers cause mom was gone outta town for a couple of days. Well I went in Monday and our truck got stolen, so it was great, meaning the we got a chance to flirt with all the new hott girls Lowes had hired. Anyway thats what we did to, we were playin music and stufff, cause we're nightcrew and we do what we wanna do lol, so this one girl comes to me and says all we need is a pole now, and i was like yeah, so i pulled out my four one dollar bills lol cause i was ready. n e waz later on that week this 23 year old girl finally admits she likes me. Its funny cause I knew it all along. I mean what girl would make a guy brownies and cookies just cause he ask her to lol. Plus she stares at me constantly like im the shizz, plus shes always grabbin my booty which is weird cause i thought it should be the other way around. I would date her though, but it would be dirty cause i would be goin in to it knowing that i dont wanna love her or take it serious. I guess im not the type to use somebody for sex cause that would just break her heart even more, and im not a fan of breakin hearts ever again. So i think i gotta let it ride, or who knows something will happen. I think its really cause I like somebody else and no matter how much I tell myself i cant have her, I just cant let her go. i guess it sucks cause I feel so onesided but i just wanna show that im not a jerk like I was before, and not just that i wanna be with them so its crazy. I guess I should just stop being stupid and let it go. It weird caus ei dont chase people ya know, but im chasing and im not gettin n e where, although it seems like i am I really dont think that i am. Its like talkin on the phone just makes it worse but i cant not talk cause ill be miserable not hearing her voice. Man thats some crazy stuff. Well its been a week since i got chased by that stinkin dog but its all good. i cant wait to go to work cause i just wanna. tom should be commin home this weekend so ill be chillin with him and cliff alot, cause them be my booiisss. Except for the fact that Tom works at Home Depot which is my rivarly, ill prob have to kill him but we'll see what happens lol. j/k about kilin him, its just I hate all home Depots, and all there customer, so if ur one i dont wanna know. I heard this guy at budweiser got fired cause a fellow employee caught him in a bar drinkin coolers light or however u spell it. I know hes gonnna get mad paid cause i know i would sue the pants off them, specially since i was off the clock and i was in a bar. I drove by Kellys house to see her car this moring on my way back for where i was lol, its nice "U GO GURRRLLL* big pimpin. To bad ur not gonna have a foot to drive it with lol. j/k but u know that. well im off to church cause i gotta work the camera today (lucky me) well im out peace