my heart is learning
some people are being very distant now. its really starting to bother me...i dont know what to do about it. all i can think is to just act polite and let them come to me. this really puts me in a a bad mood. the boys ousted me today. that just added to it all. but on the brighter side, i felt love from others. that was nice. i get to drive home from meredes today, hopefully with luis C. that should lift my spirits. geography is bullcrap.