sorry its been so long
k so sorry i havent posted. im sick. maybe ill post more when i stay home if i do. well anyway. to summarize whats happened since i last posted.....
did the thanksgiving thing. went with my family to the island. lots of fun. went sailing a few times. um saw my sisters which was lots of fun. ummmm went to drink with my older sis at some suite which was awesome cuz lots of the peeps there were bartenders. buzz kill of the night was having to go back to the rv but i kinda liked not staying out late for some reason. called kevin that night. dont really remember what i said. umm.. he and i talked the next monday and resolved that we still live to far apart for anything to happen but that we are very attracted to each other. i realized that even if we had been together longer then i would have ended it because i would have seen that we just were attracted to each other and liked being and messing around with each other. i left the topic open and we still kinda talk. if he contradicts anything i say or says something mean to me he takes it back or says im sorry. so that shows me that hes still kewl with me. that proly the last youll hear of him. anyway.last friday instead of going to a get together with dev i went out with some old friends that go to med high. not a bad choice. a very interesting night. turned into a learning experience. one boy was watching out for me so much that he forgot to check himself. he went home very much drunk and apparently still didnt get in trouble. me.. well i got a good buzz but it went away when i started to have to take care of him and the others. i went home pretty sober. you know your with some pretty fucked up people when they have to do yay (coke) to sober up. proly wont go out with them again. fell in love with cigs but im watching myself for fear of becoming a smoker. wish i had seen dev last weekend. i dunno what happened to the planned mall shopping. finals next week. party planned for new years at the munals. maybe sumthin this weekend so belinda and i can go over there and blow things up. hehe. im sick and i felt like it all day. im posting, cuz for once, i dont have homework or any projects for gill. i could be studying but need some rest right now. poor daddys away on a business trip. hes not back till thurs. night. left this morning. i miss him already.
in store for this weekend: no more ballet with mom and alexa. moms got a christmas party. (she realized last saturday night while we were driving to the convention center that it was this friday. silly mommy.) dont know what im gonna do yet. saturday possible munals house. possiblity of christmas shopping with dev.(its what i should do) possiblity of going to go smoke with some seniors or even hook up with old friends. guess youll have to tune in next week to find out the outcome.
so there it is. my life all caught up.
some sort of sexual activity can be a, not neccessarily good, but effective stress releiver.
did the thanksgiving thing. went with my family to the island. lots of fun. went sailing a few times. um saw my sisters which was lots of fun. ummmm went to drink with my older sis at some suite which was awesome cuz lots of the peeps there were bartenders. buzz kill of the night was having to go back to the rv but i kinda liked not staying out late for some reason. called kevin that night. dont really remember what i said. umm.. he and i talked the next monday and resolved that we still live to far apart for anything to happen but that we are very attracted to each other. i realized that even if we had been together longer then i would have ended it because i would have seen that we just were attracted to each other and liked being and messing around with each other. i left the topic open and we still kinda talk. if he contradicts anything i say or says something mean to me he takes it back or says im sorry. so that shows me that hes still kewl with me. that proly the last youll hear of him. anyway.last friday instead of going to a get together with dev i went out with some old friends that go to med high. not a bad choice. a very interesting night. turned into a learning experience. one boy was watching out for me so much that he forgot to check himself. he went home very much drunk and apparently still didnt get in trouble. me.. well i got a good buzz but it went away when i started to have to take care of him and the others. i went home pretty sober. you know your with some pretty fucked up people when they have to do yay (coke) to sober up. proly wont go out with them again. fell in love with cigs but im watching myself for fear of becoming a smoker. wish i had seen dev last weekend. i dunno what happened to the planned mall shopping. finals next week. party planned for new years at the munals. maybe sumthin this weekend so belinda and i can go over there and blow things up. hehe. im sick and i felt like it all day. im posting, cuz for once, i dont have homework or any projects for gill. i could be studying but need some rest right now. poor daddys away on a business trip. hes not back till thurs. night. left this morning. i miss him already.
in store for this weekend: no more ballet with mom and alexa. moms got a christmas party. (she realized last saturday night while we were driving to the convention center that it was this friday. silly mommy.) dont know what im gonna do yet. saturday possible munals house. possiblity of christmas shopping with dev.(its what i should do) possiblity of going to go smoke with some seniors or even hook up with old friends. guess youll have to tune in next week to find out the outcome.
so there it is. my life all caught up.
some sort of sexual activity can be a, not neccessarily good, but effective stress releiver.