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this sucks..today will suck...im trying to have a good out look but its really hard. the good advice was-if i think today will suck then it will- i dunno what to do with it all. i hope people arent mad at me for silly reasons. i know i have said things i didnt mean and have given the wrong impression. im puting off a negative vibe and i just spoke with someone about how that puts a bad impression on new people and changed the thoughts of old friends, which can change a lot.
isnt this what the journal is for? just to say how much life sux? i guess it can be for whatever you want it to. but today, for me, its for my negativity! ugh.
i try not to be so self-conscious/centered. its hard. i dont know what to do with myself. it seems so easy to just give up on other people. my closest friends know what im talking about and those that dont, dont need to. this year has just been a huge labyrinth.
sorry about the "emoish" post. better luck next time. if you read often, you know they are usually better.
isnt this what the journal is for? just to say how much life sux? i guess it can be for whatever you want it to. but today, for me, its for my negativity! ugh.
i try not to be so self-conscious/centered. its hard. i dont know what to do with myself. it seems so easy to just give up on other people. my closest friends know what im talking about and those that dont, dont need to. this year has just been a huge labyrinth.
sorry about the "emoish" post. better luck next time. if you read often, you know they are usually better.