Thoughts...
I have always told myself that I wish I never broke up with say Heather or Alicia for Lauren, but in truth, that is a lie. I look back and say that, but in reality, I would have done the samething even if I were given the chance to repeat. You know why? Its because the time that we did have together was great. Sure the entire experince did not amount to a long run, but those 4 years in which she was a part of my life I would not trade for anything. In the end you can say that I would have rather been with her for those 4 years and hurt when it was over, then never have expereinced her at all. I believe that is the final view on that past relationship. Eyes up and look to the future.