...need to just get some things out...
My mom is really making me mad.... she always says I'm selfish, even when I'm doing stuff to try and make her happy... I'm never right and when I actually get mad and argue back once in awhile, I get grounded or something stupid. I mean yesterday, we were going to pick my friend up at 11 and guess what she descides to do... drink before we go... so we are an hour late, then she's drivig like a manic and I'm like freaking out, because we had to drive on the high way and she's tailgatting people and then one like stopped, and we were so close to hitting all these car and she like kept slamming on the brakes... urgh... Then today, she's being totally ridiculous and selfish.... My grandma is sick, and this is her 5th day, I want to take care of her, but my mom wouldn't let me go over any of the other days, and today I was planning on going and taking care of her and then she's like you know what I don't think you should go... She's like, "you are going to get sick and then you are going to get me sick... and Sam, I can't afford to get sick..." and she goes on... How selfish is that!??!?!? I want to take care of my grandma, who is older then her, and needs more care then her or me if anything and she wont let me!!! What the fuck is that shit!?!? (sorry for my language) Anyways... she wont let me go over until the doctor calls back and says it's fine!~! Oh, and there is way more, but I'm just amazed on this right now on how she wont let me take care of my grandma!