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[lilsugapie1]

This is so hard! like seriously. i didnt realize it was going to hurt this much being around him again. i feel like i have to act completely different when he is around because i don't want to say or do something that would cross the line.
I mean i'm really glad when he's here because i'm happy for kendra. but then when he leaves...i cry. i don't why. but i do.
This is the hardest thing i've ever had to do.