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hi so i've been internet deprived recently because my wireless doesn't work or at least the wireless i'm mooching off my neighbors is now failing me and it sucks. so yeah.
school has started and i'm now a SECOND YEAR at UCLA... its kind of weird. i've been playing a lot recently because i've only had two days of real school... but soon i'm going to be buckling down with more o-chem, ls-2, and other GEs... anyhow
i've been better but of course i'm not great. its really not easy at all on the contrary its REALLY hard. i guess the worst part of it is that i'm now haunted by nightmares. i make it through the day and even go a few hours without an unhappy thought crossing my head, then i sleep and BAM i dream a horrible nightmare that is both graphic, violent, realistic, and very very unsettling and even more real so when i wake up, i can barely shake off the feeling and it sort of hangs over me in a huge mass of gloom. yeah.
well other than that, school is good, my friends are awesome, i'm falling more and more in love with God though my personal life has been slightly turned upside down and i'm much more bitter than before.
ps- i got my coach bag! its beautifully white and it's my new favorite thing. if i get batteries for my camera i might post some pictures.
ciao, until i scavenge some more internet :)
school has started and i'm now a SECOND YEAR at UCLA... its kind of weird. i've been playing a lot recently because i've only had two days of real school... but soon i'm going to be buckling down with more o-chem, ls-2, and other GEs... anyhow
i've been better but of course i'm not great. its really not easy at all on the contrary its REALLY hard. i guess the worst part of it is that i'm now haunted by nightmares. i make it through the day and even go a few hours without an unhappy thought crossing my head, then i sleep and BAM i dream a horrible nightmare that is both graphic, violent, realistic, and very very unsettling and even more real so when i wake up, i can barely shake off the feeling and it sort of hangs over me in a huge mass of gloom. yeah.
well other than that, school is good, my friends are awesome, i'm falling more and more in love with God though my personal life has been slightly turned upside down and i'm much more bitter than before.
ps- i got my coach bag! its beautifully white and it's my new favorite thing. if i get batteries for my camera i might post some pictures.
ciao, until i scavenge some more internet :)