Love is everything
"And I want a place to hang out
where record players play out
And there's a thousand movies rented
for a thousand nights with him"
Hmm...thoughts.
So..what if all the broken hearts you have had, all the bad relationships, all the times it didnt work out...what if they all lead you to the one time it does work out? Obviously, it wasnt meant to be if it didnt work out you know, but I just thought of it that way. Because all the heartache is leading you to true love. And maybe if you werent in that last relationship that ended and broke your heart, you might be lead down another path, to another heartbreak, thus taking longer to get to your true love. I do of course think you can fall inlove more than once in your life, yes indeed. But I mean, every heartache leads you closer to true love. And maybe after one or two true loves, and a few bad relationships inbetween, you are lead to the one you are suppose to be with.
Your soulmate.
I do believe in soulmates. I just dont think they have to be the person you marry. I believe a soulmate could be your best friend of the same sex. Really though. Just someone you connect with like no one else. You just kinda know. Can you have more than one soulmate? I dont really know. I mean, you can have like, those people in your life that you were just meant to meet and such, but as far as soulmates go...I think perhaps there is just one. And it doesnt mean you will marry them, or date even. And it doesnt mean that you will know eachother forever. You might meet, know eachother for a few years, and who knows, drift away. But they would have impacted your life in ways you never thought possible, make you feely so deeply, make you think in ways you never had before. The first time you hang out, it seems like you have known eachother forever. Things click, and it just seems "right". I think those are big things for soulmate potential. And..kinda odd...but even though say you met your soulmate..it might not mean that that you are that persons soulmate? Maybe. hmm. I dont know...Im iffy on that one. That could be so true. Because...I just could. Who knows? Who really knows. I heard a song that made me think of all this stuff.
Love can be the worst thing or the best thing in the entire world. Can it be both of those at once. Hell...you better belive it can. Love is everything. And you will know how that is when you fall in love. Makes you crazy, yep, I swear. I hate it. I love it. I want it. I dont ever want to be in it. It makes me cry, it makes me laugh, makes me happy, makes me depressed, makes me angry, makes me confused. Makes you want to live, sometimes might make you want to die (hypothetically probably). See, love is everything. It black and white, its 2 sided, for every good thing about love there is its oppisite, making the good and bad equal. Love is kind, harsh, it can destroy lives, it can make lives, it can change lives, for good or bad. See, always an oppisite to everything in love. Love sucks.
Wow...overall...yeah, it kinda does.
damn love
"Life with love has thorns, but life without love has no roses"
I want it to be inconvient, I want to sacrifice my life for it. I want the kind of love that wakes me up at 3am. I want love that hurts; love that I have to work for. I want love that tests me. I want the kind of love that is hard to find, hard to keep and never easy. I want the kind of love where you get hurt, I want love that makes me cry. I want to hold on even if it takes me through my worst nightmare. But most of all I want the kinda of love that is worth it.