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ok so here is the deal. it is july 1st and i am, ok i'll be blunt, sick of summer. summer is supposed to be about going to the beach, hangin out w/ friends, and just plain having fun. then why do i continue to find myself sitting at home night after night checking my facebook? why? how does that happen. i mean, i have had some really good, fun days with my friends, but its not the same. its not that i want to go back in time or anything because i like where i am in my life. i have the best frineds in the world, but something isn't right. i want to be more spontaneous. now we all work all the time, and well it sucks. i feel i work all the time, but "have nothing to show for it". i feel like i am rambling on and on, but hey, if u have the time to read this, u should think about how u r spending your summer. maybe u are just as lame as me. i mean, is this what happens as we get older. i am only 20, yet all i do is work, eat sleep, check "e-mail" and thats it! i feel like an old woman, and i can't even drink yet! wtf. well i just want summer to be fun, sand between my toes, staying out late, pool hopping, camp fires, and just plain fun.