Old Memories
I found an old notebook at church today, tucked away in my bible cover. There were only a few entries, mostly FLAME devotionals. In every entry I was frustrated, especially at Mike. I wanted to desperately use my abilities, and yet I felt ignored. Even after working and leading choreography together for a year, he left me out on multiple occassions. I was angry and hurt and I never wanted to go back to FLAME because of it. I guess, I'm contemplating this again now because I'm feeling hurt in other areas of my life.