this make believe will get me through another night

[lilsouthrnchk37]

I think about stuff way too much.
& it gets me nowhere! but i still do it, all the time.

i don't really know what i want in my life, and i'm afraid to make a mistake.

music is my ♥. im so happy when i'm singing

i need to start writing again - i used to write poems&songs all the time but i dont anymore.

i stress myself out & let things get to me that shouldnt.

i have a HUGEEEEE weekend coming up & im about to drive myself crazy.

i hate the fact that softball interferes with my friendships.

a lot of people have preconceptions about me, & they're almost always wrong.

im my own worst critic & nobody is harder on myself except for me (and my dad.)

if i dont wanna talk about something i wont bring it up. i hate bringing up confrontation but when i do it's for real.

i wish i was a lot closer with certain people.

i think i miss out on a lot of things in life because i have prior obligations.

i hate being dependent. i want to get away and be on my own.

i get really uncomfortable in certain situations & its the same thing every single time. or i change the way i am.

im a leader & i dont like not having control in a lot of places.

mint chocolate chip ice cream is my addiction. ♥