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here's me dancing!
http://www.bhsfopa.org/revisions.html
i think the video is pretty crappy, its from a bizarre angle and i dont think you can really tell how it looked (ie i look god-awful), but its pretty cool all the same.
yesterday i spent 3-4 hours in the library with my biddies, studying for history. sam came in with NO HAIR and my jaw dropped clean to the floor. later we had a DIDO singalong (remember her?!! i do).
my tea's gone cold, i'm wondering why/ i got out of bed at all/ the morning rain clouds up my window/ and i can't see at all/ and even if i could it'd all be gray/ put your picture on my wall/ it reminds me, that its not so bad, its not so bad
dido, i wanna thank you.
chris and i saw another dead bird on the way home last night! the tally is at 3 for sad dead frozen animals we/i have seen in the past weekish. its so sad, but also cool at the same time. birds are really pretty close up. but of course i'd rather see them tweeting.
i had a very strange, psychotic, other-worldly episode last night. i was just sitting in my room, thinking about how new i've been feeling, when the sheer idea of myself and my whole past/future existence totally overwhelmed me and i started sobbing. i wasnt even sad at all, the crying could have been laughing or puking...i've never had such an intense physical reaction to ideas like that before. it sounds so corny, but i was literally thinking "oh my god, just look at all the things i've experienced! i'm only sixteen! i have so much more to experience! and there are billions of other people in the same exact boat as me!! ah!!!" i don't know why it happened; the -uh- red flag is not flying, as it were. i'm trying to find out whether something i've forgotten about triggered it, or not.
anyway, time to go get ready for mark morris! my soul feels triumphant.