frustration
i hate this. i feel like i'm not even being myself. i feel like i'm being who someone else wants me to be. i'm watching my every move making sure i'm not doing too much, that i dont mess up again, that i'm not too dramatic, that i dont hit a wrong elbow. its driving me nuts. worst part is, i didnt even have a say. like my mom telling me that i have to go on the family vacation even though i could be old enough to stay home by myself.
i see the greater purpose, but i didnt choose this.
i see the greater purpose, but i didnt choose this.