all truth.
looking at pictures i should not be looking at makes me happy things didnt work out with us.
i can honestly say for the first time in however many years that i couldnt see things going anywhere. that you are not the person i'm meant to be with and that you never were. i wanted you to be because i didnt want to lose you, and not because we were ever really meant to be anything more than what we were at that time.
you did the right thing, however you managed to do it and for whatever reason you managed to, and i'm ok with that. knowing this makes me feel about ten times better about the past. i've lived so many years feeling like i've lost out on so much future with you, but the truth is, i didnt lose out on a minute i was not suppose to. it used to hurt me to see you happy, but it no longer feels that way, because i know deep down, that it was and is suppose to be this way.
i dont know why i'm writing about you, its been ages since i have, but i suppose that theres always that feeling inside that creeps in here and there that makes me feel like i lost something of great worth. truth is, now i can see that it was what it was, when it was, for what it was suppose to be. thank you for showing me what you did. you molded a little bit of my future by what you were in my past.
-L
i can honestly say for the first time in however many years that i couldnt see things going anywhere. that you are not the person i'm meant to be with and that you never were. i wanted you to be because i didnt want to lose you, and not because we were ever really meant to be anything more than what we were at that time.
you did the right thing, however you managed to do it and for whatever reason you managed to, and i'm ok with that. knowing this makes me feel about ten times better about the past. i've lived so many years feeling like i've lost out on so much future with you, but the truth is, i didnt lose out on a minute i was not suppose to. it used to hurt me to see you happy, but it no longer feels that way, because i know deep down, that it was and is suppose to be this way.
i dont know why i'm writing about you, its been ages since i have, but i suppose that theres always that feeling inside that creeps in here and there that makes me feel like i lost something of great worth. truth is, now i can see that it was what it was, when it was, for what it was suppose to be. thank you for showing me what you did. you molded a little bit of my future by what you were in my past.
-L