Ponders & wonders
I have to think about some things i suppose.
its so hard when you love someone so much and all you want to do is help them, and you know you have the ability and time and sympathy to do so, but they simply dont want to let you in. it is so difficult to help someone when they dont want to be helped. i am not saying it is impossible but its so hard.
i see someone, and its like, i look into there eyes and can literally see there pain, i can see a broken heart, and while they will admit to me that they are indeed depressed, and that i am right about what they are depressed about, they refuse to take my advice on how to perhaps better the situation, by saying things such as no nevermind im ok, its not a big deal, or i dont want to make into a big thing.
i know people like to avoid drama and conflict, i myself am no exception, but you do have to take care of yourself and your feelings and emotions. i am a strong beleiver in such. i really think you have to listen in matters of the heart because it is a truly fragile thing. i believe sometimes, in this world, all we have true to us, is our hearts, our souls, our core of being.
i desperatly want to help this person, they have been through a lot lately and i want them to know how truly wonderful and caring they are. i want them to know being sad is ok, and that at the end of the tunnel there is light. things will turn around eventually and everything and everyone will be ok. i know sometimes when things are rough it is hard to see the light, hard to see when things will be ok again but i have full faith they will. just because your sad about one thing doesnt make u a bad person, as if you dont appreciate the others, sometimes life sucks and thats ok, it does for everyone that is no reason to feel guilty and say i have no right to be sad or mad about this. you are always entitled to your emotions. you are always right when it comes to how you feel. dont let anyone ever tell you differently.
to this person, i dont think you read my journal but if you do and you know who you are, i love you, and i think you are a beautiful beautiful person inside and out. you mean so much to me and i will always always always stand by your side, and cherish everything you feel, think and say. i will always support you and listen to you and hold out a shoulder for you to cry on if you ever decide to. i love you with all my heart and everything i am.
all my love to you, and to everyone generally having a bad day. i love you all <3 and im always here.
try and smile. :]
its so hard when you love someone so much and all you want to do is help them, and you know you have the ability and time and sympathy to do so, but they simply dont want to let you in. it is so difficult to help someone when they dont want to be helped. i am not saying it is impossible but its so hard.
i see someone, and its like, i look into there eyes and can literally see there pain, i can see a broken heart, and while they will admit to me that they are indeed depressed, and that i am right about what they are depressed about, they refuse to take my advice on how to perhaps better the situation, by saying things such as no nevermind im ok, its not a big deal, or i dont want to make into a big thing.
i know people like to avoid drama and conflict, i myself am no exception, but you do have to take care of yourself and your feelings and emotions. i am a strong beleiver in such. i really think you have to listen in matters of the heart because it is a truly fragile thing. i believe sometimes, in this world, all we have true to us, is our hearts, our souls, our core of being.
i desperatly want to help this person, they have been through a lot lately and i want them to know how truly wonderful and caring they are. i want them to know being sad is ok, and that at the end of the tunnel there is light. things will turn around eventually and everything and everyone will be ok. i know sometimes when things are rough it is hard to see the light, hard to see when things will be ok again but i have full faith they will. just because your sad about one thing doesnt make u a bad person, as if you dont appreciate the others, sometimes life sucks and thats ok, it does for everyone that is no reason to feel guilty and say i have no right to be sad or mad about this. you are always entitled to your emotions. you are always right when it comes to how you feel. dont let anyone ever tell you differently.
to this person, i dont think you read my journal but if you do and you know who you are, i love you, and i think you are a beautiful beautiful person inside and out. you mean so much to me and i will always always always stand by your side, and cherish everything you feel, think and say. i will always support you and listen to you and hold out a shoulder for you to cry on if you ever decide to. i love you with all my heart and everything i am.
all my love to you, and to everyone generally having a bad day. i love you all <3 and im always here.
try and smile. :]